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I'm back! After neglecting my blog for some months, i finally decided to re-visit it today.

Sometimes i still cannot accept the fact that I am getting Married soon. Haiz, i wonder if it will be a good thing or not.

The good thing will probably be a status for being with someone for such a long time and what else...? Cant think of any for the time being!

The bad thing is No one is going to court, woo, you anymore!!! Wahaha! (Well, it's not as if there is someone now...so sad, right?)

Nonetheless, we'll see how it goes and I hope things turn out as fairytale and blissful as they do in movies and cartoons (the happily ever after ending).

I just finished our wedding shoot on 8 Oct and though it was a tiring process, starting from 9am till 8pm, I enjoyed it and I think I will do better if I had to do such shoots again (i dont mean a second wedding but maybe to pay $$ to take better pictures!!!). Let's just hope the pictures will turn out nice when i see them next week.

Oh, and i forgot to mention, i like the photographer as i think he is very Cute, though with a very strong Malaysian accent. He's the quiet type who will smile gently while being serious in his job.

I also started my new job on 11 Oct and so far, the place and environment has been good. More importantly, I've got a huge desk. Quite efficient as my access and name cards were already ready on Day 1. Impressive!!

Anyway, back to my wedding shoot, I posted one of the off-line shots on FB and I am taken aback by the many comments received. Thanks for all the well-wishes and I hope the response can be as over-whelming when i send out my invites.

As I will be removing the picture from FB (so that you all will look forward to see me on 23 Jan 2011), i have decided to publish all the comments received here.

I just want to keep these comments as a memory and i am glad to have you as my friends.

Cheers to all my friends!

2010 bless me!

I had a conclusion recently and that is 2010 is not a healthy year for me and my family. It all turned out fine till my dad was admitted to NUH late 1 night when I decided to blow my hair dry before going to sleep.  After his episode at NUH, my mum suffer profuse nose bleeding at home. Nothing serious according to the doc but that traumatise her greatly. Following my parents came my brother who will need a minor op due to a jelly lump on his wrist as well as Ms P's cynst that has recurred since the last op in 2008. Oh not forgetting to mention is Tat's grandpa was also admitted and was quite serious at one point due to kidney dsyfunctional. And my grandma nearly had to go to the hospital after a call from the ployclinic saying she is lack of potassium. Lucky is was a mistake afterall.                                         As you can see, apart from my hectic, busy work that is continuing to grow, my other 'past time' is visiting the hospitals. I only hope that things get better and I can plan my wedding happily. In case you wonder why this entry has no paragraphs, im using my phone to blog... Good night and rest well to overcome the battle waiting ahead.

Meaningless entry

I dont know why i logged in here. I think im just bored and so decide to think of something to write to entertain myself.

Today is the last day of CNY 2010 and i bet many people will be having family gatherings. For me, i have not seen my family for a long time. Whenever i get home, they are asleep and when i go to work, they are still sleeping. Im glad i will be seeing them later for LOU HEI dinner at Soup Restaurant - JP.

Today is a terribly hot day. Although it seems it's going to rain soon but i still feel sticky and grumpy. Weekend is ending soon and it's so sad. From March, im gonna have lesser weekends due to work (OMG)! Let's hope things works out smoothly so i can clear my OIL on weekdays and spend some time with my mum.

Oh i think i really cant write anymore. Brain juice evaporated during my earlier nap.

Have a good "Yuan Xiao Festival" today. May we all have a RoaRing year ahead of us. HUAT ah!

A New Year

It's already February 2010!!!

That's how long i have not log in for an entry... Well, it's a New Year and today is even everyone's Bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYS AND GIRLS!

It has been quite a smooth start for 2010. Went Bangkok in Jan, got extra income in Feb (due to CNY), i wonder what's next in line for March, April (My birthday??) and the any more months to come :)

At work, things are improving and i see brighter light now. This is not the best but i think im happier, i think so!

I have many dreams and wishes for the new year (as usual - but dunno how many of them get fulfilled by 31 Dec); namely

1. Increment in pay $$$ :)
2. Lose weight
3. Get married
4. Strike it Rich
5. Be Happy :D

Let's see how many of these 5 gets a tick beside them by the end of the year...

Till then, enjoy yourself and wish me luck. Im going back to hybernation for the weekend!

If...

If there was a chance, I would like to be a Man. I wont need to go through PMS, having to go through so much trouble before stepping out of the house, expected to be able to cook, tidy the house and look after the kids.

Even if i were fat, i can still get a girlfriend.

Even if i cant cook, I have someone to cook for me.

Even if i dont put on make up, i can still go out to have fun.

I can even choose to stay out late, stay over at my Gf's place or not send her home when i dont feel like doing so.

I do not worry about losing anything regardless the number of girlfriends i have. All i need to do is "play is safe" (Guys, dont you agree?)

Isnt it wonderful?

A man also sees things differently. He can neglect this and that, yet his girlfriend still stand by him. He is at fault and he can speak loudly to his girlfriend. He may care but he has the excuse of being non-expressive!

A man has all reasons to do whatever he wants to do. Yet a woman is exactly the opposite.

If only i was born one too... ... (but i dont have the intention to turn lesbian)

A disappointing F1 Rocks, 24 September 2009

It was supposed to a historical moment for Singapore, for the celebrities involved, for the drivers (or should i say racers) and also for those who attended the F1 race/concert. It was Singapore's First Concert for the F1 - F1 ROCKS! Yet, most of us left with disappointment...

I attended the first performance on 24th September 2009. I left home with high level of enthusiasm and passion. One of the main reason was also because I could get to see my idol, Jacky Cheung perform again.

We arrived at Fort Canning Park about 6pm. Without proper signages (First disappointment), we found ourselves together with a whole batch of people standing at the wrong stage.

"The main stage is below", we were told by one of the ushers.

After much climbing and walking, we finally found the main stage and settled ourselves in nice front seats (seated on the grass patch). The concert didnt start till 7plus (second disappointment).


The first group to perform was "Da Mouth". I was very impressed with Ai-sha's performance - 'WONDER-FULL' Body and I am certain she made many men Drool and Bleed that night.

Second on the list was "SodaGreen". When I heard them (or rather just Wu Qing Feng) sing during their sound check, I was captivated by his voice. He has a very unique voice - very impressive! The setback encountered during their performance was a sudden power cut during a fast track (Third disappointment). I read from Cruz's blog that the management even stopped the Emcees from going on stage to pacify the audience...


Oh, talking about the emcees, despite the many disappointments (which i have yet to finish ranting), the consolation to the concert was having Cruz and JiaHui host the event. Nice!

Along came A-mei which was the greatest disappointment of all. Her microphone wasnt working well when she sang her first song (Fourth disappointment). Subsequently, the songs chosen for the concert were too new. It makes the performance more like an album promotion instead of F1 ROCKS (Fifth disappointment). I was actually eager to hear her because I have not heard her live but I must say the performance was a let down.


The sixth disappointment is the most unforgivable one; We waited for a long long time before Jacky finally came on stage. In fact, we had to wait for some time after each performance. This last one made us wait aimlessly for almost 40mins before they eventually set up the band and lightings for Jacky. During this long interim, the management did not bother to send the hosts out to entertain the crowd (Seventh disappointment). We stood there like FOOLs, feeling warm and frustrated yet we had to be patient as it was our idol who will be appearing NEXT. From Cruz's blog, Jacky was unhappy with the delay too!

Fortunately, Jacky delivered a stunting performance with his sexy moves and of course his voice. I Like! I Love!



My last notes: I hope the management of the concert can do a thorough review so that F1 Rocks 2010 will have Less/No (if possible) hiccups. Im sure they would have received lots of feedback forms about the disappointments (the tickets didnt come cheap and it is only fair that the audience deserve a satisfactory reply).

Casting the unhappy issues aside, enjoy the video below:

Days of Unemployment

Days of unemployment, this is the 27th day...

I have been spending my time at home cooking, watching HongKong Dramas, job hunting and also thinking of what i want in my life.

However, no matter how hard I think, I feel that I cant achieve the 'ideal' kind of life that I always yearned for. I dont know if it's too perfect for achievement or am I just too lazy. Or am I afraid to face the reality because there needs to be major changes in my current life? I have no answers to these terrifying thoughts.

Every night when I go to bed, I imagine that I would not wake up the next morning. I think I would suffer from some heart attack or some disease and just 'Go' like that. I fear, because there are so many things in life that i have not experienced. I feel like talking to people but everytime I meet people, I dont feel like talking.

I am now watching a drama on psychology and I wonder if I am actually suffering from some mental illness that I am not aware of.

Actually, there are lots of things that I can do during this period of time but I dont know where to start, too lazy to start and feeling hopeless to start. I hide myself at home apart from going for interviews, spend my day like an aimless person dying for my phone to ring (f0r a job opportunity).

I seem to have lost myself. I feel I am not who I used to be. Over the years, I am losing my confidence and all I gain is unwanted Fats in my body!

I need a new life, I need a new begining, I need to step out of this horrible situation that Im in now (all thanks to J!)