All about Him

Long since i log in but the next few updates are all about him (almost lah)...

17 Oct:
The OCBCs celebrated Tat's Birthday...

We went to Inter-continental Hotel for drinks after a Sumptuous SteamBoat Dinner. We chat, laughed, had some little surprise for Tat, i fell asleep for a while and we went home around 1plus... *Very tired and still had a course to attend the next day*

18 Oct:
It was my cousin's House-warming at Jalan Membina. Rushed down after work and brought along the 'wonder tree' to congratulate them...

Tat went early with my mum and he entertained the kids :)

As the 2 of us were still feeling tired from the day before, we left earlier for the beauty sleep!

Woke up about 9+pm and i prepared "爱心面" for him... all his favourite ingredients - Meat-ball, crab stick, eggs!


Then was back to sleep again...Zzzzz...............

19 Oct:
Breakfast ready for consumption, all thanks to his mum! Nice Nasi Lemak!

Slack, stone, sleep all the way till 6.45pm...

Tat: "Let's go Dozo for our dinner... Standard Chartered Card has 10%."
(Me thinking it's late liao and the next day got to work...but din want to disappoint him since he was so excited)
Me: "Ok lor... you call to see if it's available"
Tat: "OK...... (after a while)....... OK, booking done, 7.45pm."
(I was like Argghhhhh!!!!)

So we rushed to get ready and 7.25pm, we were waiting for our cab! i must admit my enthusiasm came only after i changed and freshened up!!

Dozo @ Valley Point, French & Japanese Mix Cuisine. Ambience is great and here's what we had:




As the birthday boy had no material wants, dinner was on me!!

25 Oct:
Happy Anniversary + NETS Family Day at Pasir Ris

It was a family day event so i went with him to meet his colleagues. We even went for an Expensive Foot Reflexology!! But it was nice....i fell asleep - that's how enjoying it was :)


No luck for lucky draw and after the event ended, we rushed in a cab to catch "新加坡金曲獎" at Singapore Indoor Stadium.



Rush like mad only to realise that the show hasn't started despite it was written 7.30pm on the ticket and we reached there like 8.05pm!!

We left early as we really couldn't appreciate the new batch of singers...sorry!!

Supper @ Kallang Leisure Park - Wang Cafe and then Home Sweet Home!!

26 Oct:
Finally not about him... haha..

After travelling almost the whole island trying to source for work stuff, we ended the disappointing day (all the shops that we visited were closed!) at KTV to vent our frustration!

*The tai-tai wanna-be*

Satisfying session except for the quality of my voice... Could have done better!!

My Death Song

Havent been feeling too well lately... Frequently in deep thoughts and feeling 'heavy'.

Read quite a number of deaths as well... They are not exactly people i know but what really affects me is how fragile a life can be. I guess i cant help but agree with Ms Tee's blog on death - When i die, who will cry for me and will i even know?

In silent, I often ask myself - On the streets one day, perhaps in an accident, if only 1 person gets to live, would that person be me?

Somehow my answers to myself is always 'No'. For simple reasons - When im with my boss, naturally it's because of her baby. When im with people i love, of course again, i would rather sacrifice. I simply cant convince myself for a reason to be living...

I told Tat today that i have been having this bad feeling lately - I feel im dying soon.

What if 1 day i just die like that - Sudden Death...Would I have done what i always wanted to, experience what i always dream of? Would i feel the pain of death?

If only i know the answers...

Recently, i came across Tay's blog: Amongst his entries, there is this particular entry that caught my attention. It's an entry that records the song that he would like to have it played at his funeral.

I played the song on youtube and tears just rolled down my cheeks (naturally)...

Im really touched by it and dedicated to myself, I shall name it the Death Song. When the day comes for me, i hope for the same song to be played... (if only there is someone who will remember)

In the Arms of An Angel

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For the break that will make it ok

There's always some reason to feel not good enough

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction oh beautiful release

Memories seep from my veins

They may be empty and weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel fly away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn

There's vultures and thieves at your back

The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies

That you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference, escaping one last time

It's easier to believe

In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness

That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel far away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here