A FrustrateD, AngrY Me

Unjustifiable ~

1. Why do i have to do so much when im only paid PeAnUtS?? (definitely not in the context of Mrs Gxx)
2. Why am i paid lesser then those who contribute lesser or have less responsibilities? ~Does being responsible = more work being thrown to me for follow up???
3. Why do BoSsEs always have the privilege to ARROW staff to do this & do that? ~Shouldnt BoSsEs be more experienced, helpful, know everything & help out whenever staff encounter problems??

AnGeR ~

1. Im always asked to clear sHiT of others when they dont do their jobs!!! I have to clean people's backside after they poo a mess or simply when they claimed they have no time to do (as if im very free) or they dunno how to do!!!
2. Im always the one worrying abt timing, faxes, deadlines, reports!!! Where's the sense of urgency of the rest?? Do i really need to draw up a schedule to officially say who to do what at what time and have to complete by a certain time of the day??? ~This is working society i thought, not some military school~
3. BoSsEs never appreciate the hard work put in... When things happen, WHY is the most popular question popped...~this is generally what small fries are facing in working society~
4. When u are DAMN busy, drowning, over-whelmed, almost dying, someone comes to say, "ah korina, i overlooked this, can u help me prepare it now and fax it over now?" ~i really want to jump off the building or knock myself against the wall when i hear the words!!!
   *Why cant u do it yourself when u know jolly well that u are the one who screwed up the whole thing & u know the load that im shouldering*

Many times when im at work, i just want to CRY~breaking down~ Many times when i call TaT to complain abt how terrible my job is, i have tears rolling down my cheeks... Just that he doesnt realise it. Probably he is also too busy to notice...

If only i was born rich, maybe i do not need to put myself in this TeRrIbLe environment...If only i had my diploma first before getting this job, my pay would be higher... If only i train more to rebut and speak up more for my rights, i wont be suffering so much *Suffering in silence* IF ONLY.....

How long more do i want to endure such sHiT? Should i leave? Should i pursue my DeGrEe first? Should i stay on & pray daily for a PROMOTION or pay raise???

i really dunno....

*Work aside*

Today is a Special Day>>>> HaPPY AnNiVeRsY TaT!!!!!!>>>>>>>MuAcKz!!! :)

Look forward to Foot Reflexology tmr & also to book tickets for our GENTING TRIP!!!! (finally something positive to look forward to)